Dear Shedokan

Dear Shedokan
I am worry.
Worry about my finals, about my exchange, my social life... about everything.
Sorry speak in English, but sometimes english soand better.
Und auf Deuscht ist noch besser. But I don't speak Deuscht very well, so...
Well, I feel that I have nothing. Also, I can get everything.
The question is: what I want?
I've not a fuck idea.
And I'm so lonely.

I want fall in love. Really. Get deep insite something.
Yah, could be something.
I refuse to depends a man for be happy.

By now, I'm just waiting.
And I don't know why. Even what.

But I'm trying. I've made plans for next year. Start teaching. Act. Lose weigth (I always do this promise).
In the and, I don't know.
Just you know, and you won't tell me, you bitch.
My adorable bitch.
See you.